I don't know how to live without you. Why, just tell me why things must end in some time. Being in the beginning, again, craving for love I think I deserve. Born again on earth, who should I look up to? how to desire without burning in bonfire? More defence systems and alarms on every [...]
I am weak I am unstable I see flaws in me I've cut deep I ache badly I seek help Debts and deaths but it's normal, I'm just another human, no iRobot or Uber's ghost driver. I fall short constantly, moments will go by as i fight hard. I float like a butterfly, and sting [...]
Distractions distract my consentration, sun is leaving behind horizon, my last hope of having companion, sailing on alone for own cause, pause is unneccessary, talking with musicians in my plug-ins. Pac, Nas and Biggie, best oldies, Outkast and Dungoun family, giving advice and teaching life. Inspiration is priceless. Switching songs, Kendrick's on J. Cole, Logic [...]
i'd like to love you like i love truly i wish you're the one i'm weaking up in morning looking aside and calling you hon kissing you on forehead and hugging strong you would never mistreat me i would never be hurting meaning of happiness would change completely being capable of trust without having serious [...]
I'm sorry this shit is crazy face drowned in bottles mind escapes from troubles possible outcome i'm searching just answer me back let me know you're ok i'm worrying, i care it's not fair you punishing me you vanished, me too please forgive me dont say you feel resentment dont hate, love me i know [...]
i hate you every positive memory i turn into negative, i think of you as satan looking ways to slay, stay away i'm healing trying at least, feeling nautious being cautious about you coming back, fuck you should i save you? may i? should i kill you? will i? i pay respect, detect happiness in [...]
six eleven trying to fix imagination is soul really real? how you know? have you seen it? feel it? someone stabbed you? loved you unconditionally? draw me a picture words are powerful show me colors and texture paint in my mind so i could lose myself in a happy fiction tired of swimming in ocean [...]
