Suffocation

i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

to kill every second of joy

i need to enjoy in life,

i need to avoid void feeling

while listening Pink Floyd,

i deserve suffering

when i serve suffer,

you leave me live sole

but i cut deep in your soul,

i guess we are same ass,

just differant cheeks,

i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

you pushed me away

but i slayed you like hell,

being selfless is who we are,

being selfish is who we choose to be,

life navigates the way,

most of us will lose this fight,

including us,

i know i dream of losing myself,

losing existence,

i push me into valley of death

every next evening i cant take my fate,

you ask why,

why i beg you to come,

maybe i hoped you could save my soul,

maybe i was wrong,

i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

lost souls wont come back to this universe,

maybe only in lonely verse.

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