Ugly thoughts

Empty darkness surrounds me,

around me there is no you

even though I’m used to.

I need something to hold,

I hug my pillow and swallow a pill,

it helps me lose a thought you’re in,

no win has ground and loss has crown.

This evening is so incomplete,

I’m afraid to fall asleep,

feelin’ like a sheep,

how dreams could meet me

if we is me and I can’t compete

with everyone who needs

good story in their fantasy?

Last chance to close my eyes

and take a leap of faith,

enough strenght in both of us

but solitude decrise my stamina,

I fight to get this delusion,

don’t leave me sole

to reach a fairytale

we should actually catch mutually.

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