I am so scared that I could lose you..
with no possible way I could imagine being without you..
usually I am afraid to live without myself
but I am in the point
where both are slipping away
and I feel so weak
and unable to stop this snowball going off my sight..
I am so scared..
I feel like I am not worthy enough
and it hurts,
I just miss so much the days back then
when wanting nothing more
than being in the moment where you belong.