it will happen soon.


yes, it will, i can feel it.

no, it won’t.

why do you say so?

it either has already happened or it will never happen.

God is in me.

Mental illness is underrated,

I rather be ill than livin’ in blindness,

struggle is unconsious,

programmed by multiple generations,

I am the face of my ancestors.

Judge less, appreciate life itself,

I am the highest, I must flourish mentally,

I am God within me

and only God can judge me,

vice versa.

It all starts from me.

I want you to fly

I want you to fly

I want you to fly

spread your wings high

and slide through the sky

I want you to fly

I want you to fly

let your worries die

let your difficulties go by

stressful people – goodbye

I want you to fly

I want you to fly

I want you to fly so high

you’re afraid to come back down from the sky

My worthiness

Limited on Earth

unable to find my true worth.

– Lauryn Hill


vabanda et armastan nii kuradi kõrgelt

et alla oma võimete elades purustad mind tiibadest

God is in me

Life has gifts,

certan secrets hidden deep,

we all know the way

but can we all find them?

I could move down the hill

but I’m still moving foward,

it’s better than standing still

or driving backwards.

Ups and downs,

I bounce back

or bounce backwards,

hangovered by negativity,

“you can’t make it,”

“you are not worthy enough.”

These clouds hang over my head,

clowns downstairs could yell

to make me insecure

and take away my will

but with my skill and talent

there is nothing I can’t overcome

I choose dispite crowds choice

my selection without their distraction,

I could pray and look for God,

watching up, looking in the sky

not knowing God is in me,

I am the God, faith and ticket out,

I am the secret that serves me well.

Self-love could be hard,

could be tough with all the flaws.

I know they all fall through,

because when moments come

I have everything to make them count.

I am creative.

I have courage.

I am free to observe.

I can learn.

I have enough knowledge.

I am wise to make things happen.

I can’t be held back.

I have ideas.

I make them real.

I have dreams.

I have love for me.

I live in my dream.

My reality is my fiction.

I have perfect mind

to avoid limits from others words.

I am capable of everything.

Love & Hate


love me

is obsessing

love you

is cray feeling


no love is feeling

it’s understanding


hate you

is obsessing

hate me

is absurd feeling


no hate is feeling

it’s blinding


Show me a tree that doesn’t move with heavy wind.


Everything you deeply believe in will come true one day, just have patience.

If you can see it, you can hold it.

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