Falling

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFLtTbzXOGo I’m alone, lonely I’m not ashamed done wearing masks I’m just devastated feeling so empty unwanted and hurted god planted bug in me I guess I haven’t figured out how to solve this mess close to noose just let me let loose I know I’m fool but it cuts deep how I feel every [...]

Last one

Where are you going? "I'm going in the ocean, trying to swim as far as I can." Why man? Don't do it! "Do you really care?" No. *water was cold*

Perspective

I'm sorry this shit is crazy face drowned in bottles mind escapes from troubles possible outcome i'm searching just answer me back let me know you're ok i'm worrying, i care it's not fair you punishing me you vanished, me too please forgive me dont say you feel resentment dont hate, love me i know [...]

6/11/17

six eleven trying to fix imagination is soul really real? how you know? have you seen it? feel it? someone stabbed you? loved you unconditionally? draw me a picture words are powerful show me colors and texture paint in my mind so i could lose myself in a happy fiction tired of swimming in ocean [...]

Suffocation

i hope you hate me enough to suffocate my every breath i need to take, to kill every second of joy i need to enjoy in life, i need to avoid void feeling while listening Pink Floyd, i deserve suffering when i serve suffer, you leave me live sole but i cut deep in your [...]