Safe Heaven

she’s dangerous

but she’s safe

she’s interesting

she can’t be safe

she must be dangerous

but it feels so safe

i want interesting

i want safe

but interesting is dangerous

maybe she’s exeptional

i know no knowledge of her actually

to decide which category

i’m looking safe heaven in a place where are no lifevests


you love him

you love her

you love so much

you love when love hurts

but what love got to do if can’t love yourself

God is in me

Life has gifts,

certan secrets hidden deep,

we all know the way

but can we all find them?

I could move down the hill

but I’m still moving foward,

it’s better than standing still

or driving backwards.

Ups and downs,

I bounce back

or bounce backwards,

hangovered by negativity,

“you can’t make it,”

“you are not worthy enough.”

These clouds hang over my head,

clowns downstairs could yell

to make me insecure

and take away my will

but with my skill and talent

there is nothing I can’t overcome

I choose dispite crowds choice

my selection without their distraction,

I could pray and look for God,

watching up, looking in the sky

not knowing God is in me,

I am the God, faith and ticket out,

I am the secret that serves me well.

Self-love could be hard,

could be tough with all the flaws.

I know they all fall through,

because when moments come

I have everything to make them count.

I am creative.

I have courage.

I am free to observe.

I can learn.

I have enough knowledge.

I am wise to make things happen.

I can’t be held back.

I have ideas.

I make them real.

I have dreams.

I have love for me.

I live in my dream.

My reality is my fiction.

I have perfect mind

to avoid limits from others words.

I am capable of everything.

Love & Hate


love me

is obsessing

love you

is cray feeling


no love is feeling

it’s understanding


hate you

is obsessing

hate me

is absurd feeling


no hate is feeling

it’s blinding


Everything you deeply believe in will come true one day, just have patience.

If you can see it, you can hold it.

Biggest Fear

What’s your biggest fear?

“Catching someone else’s dream, instead of mine.”


voices come and go

maybe I hallucinate

maybe not

what’s the differance anyway

if I do as he says I’m cray

but if I talk back

then I’m just analyzing

I guess I’m losing it this time for real

booze cant really heal a man

but loose ends might grow back together

with little burboun in vains

at least it gives more time to catch soul

who’s running like Usain

brain cancer or some disorder, who knows

I’m no diagnostician

healthy approuch didn’t work

I try some else

let’s see where I end up


“I stopped listening music.”


“One day, all songs were about you.”


Why are you so afraid of criminal system?

“Like other systems, it’s not built for average people to win, there’s only 50% chance i get justice, even if im 100% innocent. it makes me nervous.”

*he’s shivering*

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