Tell me who you loyal to

Is it money? Is it fame? Is it weed? Is it drink?

Is it comin’ down with the loud pipes and the rain?

Big chillin’, only for the power in your name

Tell me who you loyal to

Is it love for the streets when the lights get dark?

Is it unconditional when the ‘Rari don’t start?

Tell me when your loyalty is comin’ from the hear

– Kendrick Lamar


“Say that you want me.”



she was like

piece of great poetry

that was misunderstood

it’s insane

how we manage to give explanation from our consciousness

despite actually trying to comprehend concept

it’s insane

her upper lip curled in disdain


How do you keep yourself alive?

“I live in illusion like everyone else.”

Follow the sun



feel the pain

as much as love

lies are teachers

pain is mentor

one door closes

another one opens

cursed laws of universe



I’m sorry

this shit is crazy

face drowned in bottles

mind escapes from troubles

possible outcome i’m searching

just answer me back

let me know you’re ok

i’m worrying, i care

it’s not fair you punishing me

you vanished, me too

please forgive me

dont say you feel resentment

dont hate, love me

i know i did wrong

i had obsticles and setbacks

i had fear that controlled me

all i did was out of love

all i didn’t was me being scared

i love in the bottom of my heart

life is unbearable in my behalf

you said i have keys to happiness

but i’m weak and hopeless

come to me and save my soul

take away my restless mind

i am sorry i couldn’t give

my energy and time

my thoughts and spirit

it wasnt in purpose

i was just being prisoned by demon

i have all goods in me

i will show you one day

after prison escape is done

i love you truly

maybe it’s not my perspective

just me being empathetic


i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

to kill every second of joy

i need to enjoy in life,

i need to avoid void feeling

while listening Pink Floyd,

i deserve suffering

when i serve suffer,

you leave me live sole

but i cut deep in your soul,

i guess we are same ass,

just differant cheeks,

i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

you pushed me away

but i slayed you like hell,

being selfless is who we are,

being selfish is who we choose to be,

life navigates the way,

most of us will lose this fight,

including us,

i know i dream of losing myself,

losing existence,

i push me into valley of death

every next evening i cant take my fate,

you ask why,

why i beg you to come,

maybe i hoped you could save my soul,

maybe i was wrong,

i hope you hate me enough

to suffocate my every breath i need to take,

lost souls wont come back to this universe,

maybe only in lonely verse.

Levitate if possible

Eyes full of numbers,

green paper on the sight,

I fight back but I’m spineless,

spread more love, inspire,

be role model, be on fire,

that’s all true, great

but living under bridge

won’t inspire no mate.

Spirit most be strong,

ups and downs,

I guess with fall must come

impulse that helps me

conquer the Mount Everest.

Stay positive,

levitate if possible,

look clouds for a second,

don’t you want to be amongst them?

Hard times will pass,

when being rewarded,

stress has no space

and life’s more blessed.

Who will look into past then

and remember the worst?

Healing component

Love heals.


Being beside you

is all I want.

I could die during the day

but I will born again

once I see you.

We lay in bed,

world stops breathing,

it’s just you and me.

So vulnerable.

So adorable.

So close to exchange heat.

Beat in your heart

makes me calm,

I start a new life.

Every evening,

every single one

when we meet,

I can’t imagine life

where you dont exist.

You are my exit,

my doors of opportunity,

close to us – sky is lower

and land more fertail,

dreams are possible

and fears are scared to live.

Love heals.

You are the component I need

every next day I must breath.

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