Biggest Fear

What’s your biggest fear?

“Catching someone else’s dream, instead of mine.”

Human vs Animal

*Game of basketball*

As a Dog – Bunch of 2 legs animals fighting for one ball, running insanely up’n’down while trying to make some. What is this?

As a Spectator – Stupid men playing some sport as their life depends on it, going against each other while swetting heavily. Win or lose, too many emotions. It’s just a game.

As a performer – Bad ass homies who think their world’s best athletes trying to prove each other who is better by scoring and defending according to system their put in. It’s more than just a game.

Where is the truth? Are we animals or humans? Where’s the difference?


Why didn’t you give up sooner?

“Well, he treated me like shit but I still called it love.”


don’t tell lie on me

i won’t tell truth about you


you always leave me 

the saddest human being there is to compare with me

and it seems like you feel nothing

I envy being you

walking away for better future

like tomorrow is guaranteed

I dont know if it stupid or admirable

but I know for me it’s not acceptable


I’m tabloid

made up stories

just to characterize me

institutionalized by words

sentenced by sentences

faced forced allegations

for someone to get paid

laid back and easy-going

insecure inside, humble outside

fighting against ignorance

not realizing what I’m facing

looking my mirror reflection

I stopped fighting

and started being happy


Why are you so afraid of criminal system?

“Like other systems, it’s not built for average people to win, there’s only 50% chance i get justice, even if im 100% innocent. it makes me nervous.”

*he’s shivering*

Bad Dreams


I’m come home early

close all curtins

and switch off lights

to get lost in darkness


after I’m lost

I see my true self

in the mirror

where hiding isn’t the case

I see my frightened self

who doesn’t know

how to breathe healthy


I feel so insecure

and seeing weeknesses

I fall deeper and deeper

from where coming back

isn’t marked on map


I give up

and don’t find the way back

feeling so dead

so demolished

that being with demon

feels like floating in heaven

But sometimes

It is just a bad dream.

I love truly

You came as tsunami and demolished everything. Why?

“My soul’s so deep it comes with waves but I couldn’t stay, I tried but I couldn’t stay to wait until you abuse my brain.”

*everything turned cold*

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