Trouble

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“I demand unconditional love and complete freedom. That is why I am terrible.”

– Tomaž Šalamun

Change is choice

I did love you

now I don’t, Love

illusional prison I escaped

empty space in my heart

is hard to replace

I struggele facing truth

mind plays tricks too

but deep down I know solution

changing settings in mindset

fixing thoughts from roots

not hiding or replacing

just moving foward

by going backwards

I can change everything

by changing thinking pattern

change is just another choice

I’m not afraid.

Love

Why didn’t you give up sooner?

“Well, he treated me like shit but I still called it love.”

Be here

What do you need?

“I need you to be here when noone else won’t.”

She

she was like

piece of great poetry

that was misunderstood

it’s insane

how we manage to give explanation from our consciousness

despite actually trying to comprehend concept

it’s insane

her upper lip curled in disdain

Bad Dreams

Sometimes

I’m come home early

close all curtins

and switch off lights

to get lost in darkness

Sometimes

after I’m lost

I see my true self

in the mirror

where hiding isn’t the case

I see my frightened self

who doesn’t know

how to breathe healthy

Sometimes

I feel so insecure

and seeing weeknesses

I fall deeper and deeper

from where coming back

isn’t marked on map

Sometimes

I give up

and don’t find the way back

feeling so dead

so demolished

that being with demon

feels like floating in heaven

But sometimes

It is just a bad dream.

Sometimes

Sometimes

I miss you so much

Sometimes

I wish you were here

Sometimes

I kiss you for goodbye

Sometimes

I wish you mustn’t go

Sometimes

I wish life’s easier

Sometimes

I put emotions in words

Sometimes

I kiss sorrow

Sometimes

I kiss happiness

Most of times

I’m just lucky to have you, Ms.

Love

How did you know when you were in with love me?

“I smiled with no reason at all, other than you in my thought.”

Last one

Where are you going?

“I’m going in the ocean, trying to swim as far as I can.”

Why man? Don’t do it!

“Do you really care?”

No.

*water was cold*

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