“Say that you want me.”


My dreams got lost

What is your biggest regret?

“Achieving other people dreams, not mine.”


How do you keep yourself alive?

“I live in illusion like everyone else.”


I’m sorry

this shit is crazy

face drowned in bottles

mind escapes from troubles

possible outcome i’m searching

just answer me back

let me know you’re ok

i’m worrying, i care

it’s not fair you punishing me

you vanished, me too

please forgive me

dont say you feel resentment

dont hate, love me

i know i did wrong

i had obsticles and setbacks

i had fear that controlled me

all i did was out of love

all i didn’t was me being scared

i love in the bottom of my heart

life is unbearable in my behalf

you said i have keys to happiness

but i’m weak and hopeless

come to me and save my soul

take away my restless mind

i am sorry i couldn’t give

my energy and time

my thoughts and spirit

it wasnt in purpose

i was just being prisoned by demon

i have all goods in me

i will show you one day

after prison escape is done

i love you truly

maybe it’s not my perspective

just me being empathetic


Period of time

when numbers counting down,

no clock, just infinite,

what’s coming next,

death or perfect life instead,

invisible hand wearing watch,

controlling minute after minute,

what’s in it for us?

In the middle of thoughts,

wondering and wandering,

controlled loneliness and city lights,

mind’s busy, fights after fights,

heights I’m afraid of,

still keep moving up,

worries, I had them enough,

enjoy the journey not the end,

destination is part of process

but the joy comes from whole progress.

I never stop until my dreams pop up.

Love Yourz – J. Cole

Love Yourz – J. Cole

[Verse 2]
For what’s money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I’m not sure what’s ’bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I’ve been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I’m tired of living with demons
Cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don’t mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my niggas out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see a nigga Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And that’s a nigga who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin’ to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon’ be a bigger house somewhere, but nigga feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon’ be a whip that’s better than the one you got
Always gon’ be some clothes
That’s fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon’ be a bitch that’s badder out there on the tours
But you ain’t never gon’ be happy till you love yours.

What if..

what if

you are wandering in a room

with four white falls

full of smoke and there’s nothing to see

somewhere is happiness

but grief has a spot too

what would you do?

stand in one point and hope,

come out of box,

or act as nothing’s stopping you?

i might be a wall or cieling

or maybe the smoke in the air,

at some point i vanish

can’t help it, it’s physics of law,

what would you do?

how much do you want?

happiness or grief?

wandering in loneliness,

no clock or any sense of reality,

maybe it’s all dream

and you wake up with no memory

all the pain and confusion is gone

things are painted and sun feels warm.

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